Thursday, April 25, 2019

     It has been a busy few weeks.  Fair, and then spring break.  I am way excited that today, Dill and I are just at home today trying to clean up the many messes that have accumulated over the past few weeks.
     Moroni turned seven in the midst of all of the craziness.  He had given me a list weeks ago, and yet I had paid very little attention to it.  Of course, all of the sudden, we had the fair, and all of the packing it entails, and my little dude's birthday.  He also asked me to bring donuts to his class. I had to look all over town because he basically had asked for a whole conglomeration of stuffed animals.  Seriously, Dill and I pretty much hit every store in the valley, and other than a stuffed wolf, we found them all.  I had previously attempted to frost a fancy cake for Carol's birthday.  Ryan and Jazz laughed at how ridiculous it looked for days and days.  It made me feel like I had to redeem myself, and Moroni's cake did look much better.  Whipped cream frosting was a big hit.  He liked his gifts, his classmates liked the donuts, and his birthday went well.  Mo isn't too difficult to please.
     I don't know what it is, but the fair always brings a ton of anxiety.  It shouldn't, but the steers, and heifers in this case always make me nervous.  That year that Jerusha's steer went ballistic and stompled over a little kid....yeah, so the anxiety is real.  And then that first year that we did              pigs...they really didn't want to load and it was a huge fiasco.  Oak's pig that year was a big scaredy cat, Ryan loaded beef, and then he came here and loaded pigs without seperating the two, and hauled them south to Logandale.  I waited around with the littles just to see if the pigs were even going to make weight...and they didn't.  I guess it was a common problem this year.  There were a lot of pigs that didn't make weight, and then there was all kinds of talk about their scales being off.  Either which way, it was too bad, and yet a lot less work.  They were not allowed to participate in market showing, and we did opt to have them do showmanship, simply for the experience.
    The beef did fine though, and the first day is always a ton of work.  They have to be weighed in, washed, and bedded down with wood shavings.  We also had not clipped them yet, and Sage was on the hook to do it.  Stetsy did step in and help, but she was actually helping with the running of the fair, and so she couldn't be there the whole time.  Sage got Kaitlyn Cox on the phone and face-timed with her for like three hours.  Just to get the dum things clipped right.  Yeah, Kaity!
    So, the first day, was full of bedding and washing pigs, clipping steers, and Ryan instructed me not to bother with clipping the pigs which was a huge load off of my plate.  Clipping pigs is a ton of work too.  Sage had also been busy, as she was largely overseeing the steers and clipping them.  At one point she was walking between the steer barn, and the pig barn, and she began yelling in my direction that we had problems.  At the time, she was hefting two large bundles of wood shavings for her animals.  I only assumed that she was having difficulty carrying them.  I rushed out to meet her and to help her with the heavy load, but she quickly informed me that she was quite capable of hefting the load, but that her problem was the fact that the pants she was wearing had split.  A large hole now split right where the seat of her pants was.  She had wrapped a sweatshirt around her waist, and yet the material had worn so thin, that it just split worse and worse by the minute.
     So, we tossed around different solutions.  My first hope was that she had perhaps left a pair in the van.  But...we checked and we were not in luck in that direction at all.  Everyone else had pretty much left a whole wardrobe in there, along with toys, wrappers, and empty water bottles, but pants?  For Sage?  It was a "no."
     I finally came to the conclusion that I was just going to have to give her my pants.  Ryan and I had to leave somewhat early that day because we had agreed to teach the ward how to do some swing dancing at the ward dinner that evening.  Honestly, I was worn out already, chasing kids all over the fairgrounds, and giving her my pants would give me an excuse to go home early.  So...as I was crossing the parking lot and loading up kids, I yelled at Ryan that he needed to actually meet me at the fuel station to pump my fuel for me.  He gave me the oddest look, and I could see that he had quite a few things that he would like to say, but chose to proceed with caution.  He finally wondered aloud why he should have to come and pump my fuel for me.  I explained that in a few moments, I would be without my pants, and that he certainly didn't want me pumping fuel without pants.  He kinda laughed, and did not seem surprised.  In our crazy world, ya just never know.  I loaded the kids up, and handed Sage my pants.  Ryan did take care of everything at the gas station..and my next problem came as I got home and needed to get from the car, to the front door....without pants.  I flung a kid blanket around me haphazardly, and it did pretty much no good in the windy conditions.
     Ryan and I had a good time teaching dancing that evening, and our ward participated pretty good.  Ryan and I have been invited to do that for many youth groups, and wards, and it is super awkward when no one will participate.
     The heifers and steer showed well, and Sage did get a blue ribbon, but they really did not place in either market or showmanship.  Sage especially was flawless in her showmanship, and I was kinda surprised that he did not rank her up there with the best.  I know she was disappointed too.
    So, the pigs were another story.  Oak's pig is and always has been a stinker.  She was picking fights with all of the other pigs.  She was just as mean as possible and was snarling, squealing, and biting at the other pigs.  She caused all kinds of problems in the ring, and then somehow in the midst of all of the pig fights, Chlo ended up somehow on the ground, underneath a batch of fighting pigs.  Luckily, the judge pulled her up off the ground and so there were no injuries.
     Oak's pig is sold, and we will fatten him up for a bit longer, hopefully Chloee's will sell too.  The girls made good money on their beef.  Sage made really good money on hers.  What a huge blessing!  Just when she is graduating too!  I am really grateful.
     So, when we got home, Ryan decided that for spring break, we should go out on the range and work on waterlines.  He opted to rent a side-by-side, so that the kids could have some fun, and then he did expect the kids to work.  He claimed that he was going to only make them work until noon.  Anyhow, the first day that we went out, it was blowing and raining. We stopped at one area, and I got the van stuck.  Of course, Ryan was able to get me out really easy, but he seemed a tad bit frustrated.  Yeah...I have that effect on him sometimes ha ha!  He tinkered a bit on the water in that area, and we finally gave up and headed down the road.  By this time, it was blowing, and raining, and really cold.  All of the kids besides Jerusha had hunkered down in the van, and pretty much were just annoying each other.
     Ryan wanted to check the water at horse, and then we set up camp at headquarters.  I absolutely love headquarters.  There is an old ghost town there, and rocks for the kids to climb on.  It is gorgeous too.  Ryan helped me pitch a tent, set up a bed, and we got the kids all set up to sleep inside because of the cold and rain.  We started  a fire, and Ryan cooked us a dutch oven dinner.  It was so good.  Seriously...so good.
     Our bed was awesome, and Ryan is kinda like a heater.  Dill of course, was right in the middle, so we slept great.  Dill had earlier promised that she was going to sleep with Jazz....and I was very positive that she was not going to do that...and I was right.
     Jesse came with us, and he sat around and told scary stories for hours.  The kids did not seem too scared.  Jazz got up in the night because she had gotten burned earlier from the fire.  She was kinda rummaging around and looking for the aloe vera, and Jesse jumped sky high.  Ha ha!  The only person that got scared was Jesse.
     Jazz ended up tipping the side by side on its side.  Luckily no one was hurt.  Dill got a few scratches, but they were really lucky.
     So, I would like to explain a miracle that took place while we were out there.  Somehow, I got an email from Jamie that she would like to call that day.  It was her pday.  She usually does not call.  We were out of service, and so the fact that I even got her email was a miracle in and of itself.  But...I figured I would just have to drive for almost 45 minutes to get service to talk to her.  Honestly, I did not even care, I was just excited that she wanted to call.  I sent Jerusha and Jazz around to try to find phone service.  They had zero success.  I finally got a text out to sags to try to find out when she would be calling.  We miraculously were able to email back and forth some as well, which was a complete miracle.  We had a time set up, and I just began watching the clock.  Ryan informed me that it would be a whole lot closer to just go with him to Cat Claw and so he could check on that water, and that there was phone service at Cat Claw.  He also claimed that he had made calls from the lake.  The lake was a lot closer, and then the kids could swim. I must admit that I was a bit skeptical.  Nothing was more important to me than that call.  If she was wanting to call, she was needing her family, and  I did not want to fail her.  Anyhow, we start toward cat claw and the lake, and it is slow going.  The roads aren't the greatest, and then to top that off, we had a huge ball type deal on the back of the truck so that Ryan would have some air to blow in the lines of the plugged waterpipes.  Anyhow, it was taking forever, and I will never forget checking my phone every two seconds to see the words "no service".  It was just this blaring reminder that my kid was far away from home, needed me, and my one connection to help her was failing me every single mile.  The range is really beautiful this year though, and the wildflowers cannot be beat.  And, of course we saw a herd of bulls and a herd of cows, which always makes us all happy.  They were fat too.
    Anyway, we get to Cat Claw and the "no service" indicator on my phone was still lit up.  So, Ryan keeps going, right on past and in a few miles we finally catch a glimpse of the lake.  It seemed to me that the longer we drove, the farther away the lake seemed to get.  It was like chasing a rainbow or something.  I was always thinking it was just over the next ridge, over the next hill, and it seemed to be moving farther away.  And then the stupid "no service" light wasn't budging, and I found my spirits sinking lower and lower.  Finally, it dawned on me that Jamie was serving the Lord full time, and was entitled to miracles and blessings.  I began to say a silent prayer.  I explained that regardless of anything, God could connect phones and enable this phone call to take place.  I knew He could, and I kinda settled down a bit after that.  I have seen many miracles in my lifetime, and I kinda expect them I guess.
     Ryan and I are different in some of our driving styles.  He pushes his trucks and vehicles to their limits.  I am always of the mindset that it is better to walk a bit passed sandy spots, or trecherous locations rather than get stuck.  Anyhow, the lake was within walking distance, and yet he goes plowing through the sand, and yep...tires spin.  I took that opportunity to hop out and run up on the hill to see if by some miracle, I could get service.  I sat down on a rock, and 2 bars, 3 bars lit up.  Tears of relief came.  We were also later than our appointed call time, and so I emailed her, and told her I was available if she needed to talk.  She immediately emailed back and explained that they were later than she figured, and still had someone to drop off.  She told me she would be calling within the next half hour.  I attempted to call Jerusha who had gone down to the waters edge to see if the service was better her direction, and she did not answer.  There was no phone service down at the water's edge.  The fact that I had service was a complete miracle and answer to prayer.
    Her call came through and sounded crystal clear.  She was crying and homesick.  A very typical emotion for anyone so far away from home for the first time in her existence.  She cried, I listened, and did my best to lift her spirits.  Ryan wandered up and gave her some great advice as how to best utilize her time, and I hope by the end of the conversation she was able to pick herself up and keep going.  The fact that her email was received and her phone call came in was a miracle.  God does care about and take care of His missionaries.  I am so grateful that she can call if she needs us.  That is a huge blessing.
     The kids swam, collected shells, and we watched the weird herds of wild donkeys as they made their odd noises.  Jerusha found a good place to dive, and Ryan went and swam around with the kids.  The air was hot, and dry.  The lake was a nice place to cool off and play.  I sat in the shade and read a bit.  It was so nice to just spend time together as a family.  Dill named the wild donkeys "Ichabob's" and she was quite mesmerized by them.  I was quite annoyed with them instead.  They are taking over the range, and I am sure there are all kinds of laws protecting them, and so no one gets any good out of them.  They just hee haw around, and multiply, eating all of the feed.  Actually  this year there is plenty, but the searing heat is going to change all of that very soon.  They were always soon to swoop in though, when we would get water going.  Our efforts help all of the wildlife, whether they are annoying, or useful or not. 
     There is an old mine out there, that Ryan and I went in.  I am not the adventurer that I used to be.  I found they low walls, dark interior, and bats pretty off-putting, and I could not wait to get out of there.  Ryan was in the mood to explore, and when he and I got seperated because he ventured past a cave-in, I used the opportunity to leave.  It was creepy in there.  I love the history out there though..the old homesteads, the old corrals and water troughs.  It is completely fascinating to me.  Anyhow, Ryan did finally come out, and he had brought some rock from the walls with him.  They completely crumbled easily in his hands...that reassured me that getting out of that joint was the way to go.  He agreed that maybe hanging out in the old mine was not the safest or best idea.
     So, then we get home, and it is the Bundy Easter party.  After the fair and camping trip, I was partied out, but we did go, and it was fun to visit with the family.  Thank goodness we are back together.  We still pray about the men locked up nonstop.  They should be out and free.  They are not dangerous criminals.
















































   
   

Friday, April 5, 2019

     The spring is so beautiful this year.  I wish I could somehow bottle it up, and pull it out as soon as the scorching days of summer hit.  The grasses are thick, full, and green all over the range, and wildflowers are springing up and in full bloom.  It is absolutely gorgeous.  The greenest even Ryan has ever seen.  But the scorching sun is coming, and it will scorch everything brown.  That is ok...the cows will still eat it when it is brown, and we will always remember the beautiful spring we have had this year.
     Another week, and seriously it flew by me.  It has been a busy one.  Our sabbath was very nice and restful.  Chlo and Mo did get into it on the way to church however, and Mo was left feeling desolate because Chloee called him a dying suitcase.  He was way upset, and Ryan just kept telling him that we just could not deal with such a horrible insult...sarcastically of course.  But, to Mo, it was devastating.  The struggle is real.  Church is still a juggle to keep everyone in line, and I try to sit behind Sister Koonradt whose blood pressure seems to rise while sitting behind us.  Dill was also naughty in Oak's class, which made it so she interrupted ours.  I am teaching, and she is whispering to me all sorts of requests...sigh.  Dill is kind of an interruption, but one I love and wouldn't trade. 
     Tuesday, Ryan and I had committed to go to the temple.  We went to a session, and it was great, but with my husband, there is always many other agenda's going on in the background.  First and foremost, is that he had the opportunity to rent out his compactor, and it had been sitting in the field behind Uncle Owen Bundy's home since 2014.  Both tires were flat, the key was missing, the battery was dead, and so this made it kind of impossible to start in my book.  But, Ryan never sees problems, not like I do, he just looks for the solutions.  Owen...bless that guys heart, has been struggling with age, hearing loss, and a case of shingles, but he followed us out to help.  He fished out an air compressor while Ryan and I went to work to pull the flat tires off.  Ryan jacked it up, broke the nuts so I could finish unscrewing them, and we got tires off.  Meanwhile, we drove the van over, but it refused to even jump start.  And of course, there was the problem with the key.  No key...he finally found the key broke off in the ignition, and so somehow he rigged a flathead screw driver to start the compactor.  Somehow he started it by bypassing the battery, but it quickly died...oh because the gas cap was missing and there was a rag shoved into the gas tank...this obviously had not kept out water and debris.  The fuel filter was clogged, and there was water and rust scale in the fuel.  Anyhow, with Owen's assistance we got one tire up.  A tire shop helped with the other one, as the bead was broken badly, and with a new battery, new hydraulic hose, a cleaned out fuel tank, and a new fuel filter, he got it running.  He always figures it out.
     We had worked on the tractor all day, and as soon as we were done he claimed that he had a job to look at in New Harmony UT....I sighed a little at that prospect, but we got on the road.  We met Captain Karl for dinner after in St George and he bought us dinner at Golden Corral.  I must say that I love Captain Karl...always fired up and always excited to help us out however he can. He also likes to eat out, which we just don't do often, and I kinda enjoy it. 
     So, yesterday was Dentist day...a follow up to dentist day actually and it is probably my least favorite day.  I woke up dreading it, and I was kinda in a bad mood, and it was justified because yeah...yesterday was a struggle and a half.  First of all, I had Jerusha, who we have spent thousands and thousands of dollars on her teeth, and things just are not quite where she wants them yet.  Thankfully she was there because my older kids rarely get cavities, and so the follow up days are usually just me and the littles.  It is hard to juggle them all on my own.  So, we had Jerusha, and Oak on down the line.  Anyhow, they immediately start fighting because of who knows what.  They really don't like to be in each others space, and Oak and Mo pretty much exist to torment.  For example, I observed from my rearview mirror, that Moroni was sitting directly behind Chloee.  He kept sticking his feet in her hair, and against her head and by her face until she would knock his feet.  He would then be all appalled and let me know that she hit him...and usually he would add "for no reason".  Mmmmhmm.  Got it.  You are completely innocent in all matters.
    Anyhow, the kids immediately started fighting over the ancient tv and vcr combo that sits in Dr Robinson's office.The same movies are still there.  Primates or ABC's.  Dill wanted to trace the alphabet, but Oak had already put the video on primates in.  Dill was in the chair first, so yeah...it happened.  But, no one is going to be able to watch the video on primates because it isn't what Dill wants.  She moaned, and bawled, and whined until it was done.  Of course when the abc video went in, Oak got restless.  Pacing, running up and down the stairs, banging stuff...grrr.  Jerusha was next, and was able to take Dill over to the park.  That helped.  Anyhow, it is so difficult to keep them in line and quiet.  As I was waiting for the bill, Dill disappeared, which sent me into a complete panic.  She turned up in the van and by then I needed a room to lay down in.  But no...the girls needed grain for their steers, and Oak had big holes in his shoes.  I could tell my nerves were shot when Oak kept insisting that I take him to Staples...over and over he mentioned stopping at Staples.  Restlessly...mom don't forget to stop at Staples.  Finally I asked him why he needed office supplies, and he insisted that I had purchased his last pair of shoes there....ummm no.  He argued and argued about how he knew and was 100 percent sure that we had.  For whatever reason, I kinda lost my cool at that point, and told him that there was no way we had bought his shoes at Staples because they do not sell shoes.  He looked at me kinda quizzically like, "man...she is really mad about this."  I felt kinda bad, and it wasn't about Staples.  (However, I am  sure we didn't buy his last pair at Staples)  It was just the million pressures building up, and then just kinda exploding where his stubbornness is concerned. He wasn't going to win that one. He always likes to be right, first, and in control.  Because of his genetic make-up (he is so much like Ryan it isn't even funny)  He is very smart, driven, coordinated, and he is a leader.  But, for me he is difficult to parent because of all of that sometimes. Ryan is very good with Oak.  I would have had a very big struggle parenting that kid alone.  His strong and stubborn personality is Ryan through and through.
     So, we get to Cal Ranch, and Oak could tell that Mom had just about had it.  He kindly offered to take the kids to look at the baby chicks while Jerusha and I looked for grain.  And...they didn't have the kind Sage wanted.  So, we went to the Shoe Carnival for shoes.  I kinda love/hate the shoe carnival.  I go there because for Oak especially  needs something that is going to last.  You cannot skimp on quality with Oak's boots or shoes.  But, they always have these ridiculous contests and games going on in there, when I just kinda want to pick out shoes and get out quick.  We got in there and immediately Dill starts insisting on everything she sees, Rooshkie is being a snob when it comes to the pairs I am finding him to try on, and Mo and Chlo started binging all over the aisles.  I finally found him a pair he liked..which he insisted on testing them out be running around and jumping in them a few times.  Dill had a stack of shoes she wanted, and she honestly needed a pair for church, and a pair for town, so I grabbed them, and we got up to the front.  I immediately noticed that Oak's shoes were not in the box, they were on his feet as he binged around.  So, I had to get them off of him.  Because I had pandered to Dill on the shoes she was insistent that she needed socks as well.  She handed me pair after pair, that I would quietly put back.  She was getting madder and madder, and I just kept telling her "no" like a broken record.  Finally we get up to the counter, and we had rung up enough money to "spin the wheel"...I kinda groaned within myself.  They had some wheel of fortune type thing that had different discounts etc.  I asked Oak to spin it, and he sat and inspected it for the best discount, and then manually moved it there...umm, no.  So then he really spun it hard.  They ended up with a "free prize" which happened to be straws that change color in cold liquid.  Once again I sighed...straws are just not good...not good at all.  They all picked one in different colors, and then fought with Jerusha in the car about letting them take over her water bottle with all of their spit-y straws.  She wasn't having it.
     So, next it was on to grain, and I grabbed them a pizza, and headed home.  We had the usual squabbles about who was sitting where, and feet in faces etc.  There was also a bunch of blowing through spit-y straws and bawling about the straws.  It sounds so ridiculous, but when we got home, I was kinda done. 
     So, last evening, Sage insisted that I go to Walmart with her, because she needed supplies for her trip today.  She went to Universal Studios with the yearbook class.  Yearbook has been so good for Sage.  She loves the advisor, it has helped with her photography skills, and they are constantly taking amazing trips, even though I fail to see how Universal Studios teaches them anything about yearbooks.  When we returned, I noticed that there was this humungous PVC pipe strapped to Ryan's truck.  I started laughing and I could not stop.  Every year at the fair, people make pig watering devices out of pvc and a spout.  We have never had one, and we are always borrowing one that belongs to the fair.  My husband does nothing halfway....this pipe is so big that there may not be room for pigs in the pen ha ha!  I love how he thinks.
     This morning, we had the same tussles as all mornings.  Dill had created a statue that she insisted I hold nonstop, and most of the morning I complied spacily with her requests.  I fixed Chloee's hair holding it, walked to the bus stop holding it...she did change it to a 'roly poly statue' which was a little easier to hold, but still awkward and difficult.  Thankfully she got distracted by something else, and I was able to do the dishes while the roly poly statue looked on..eventually it became a stack of pancakes. 
    Jamie is going very well.  Still homesick a bit, but losing herself in the work.  She is seeing signs of spring, and that has her very excited.  I have been feeling blessings lately too.  I know that I kinda dwell on the difficulties of all of the kids on this blog, but truly, we are very blessed by Heavenly Father.  I love my kids.  They are turning into very accomplished people, and although, they are not perfect, they are good.  They are strong, and they try to to do a lot of good.  Oak might be somewhat headstrong, but he does look out for his younger siblings.  In fact, he missed the bus one day because he did not see his two younger siblings on the bus.  Sage and Jerusha have developed a bond lately that just has never been there.  They have fought a lot over the years, and I see them now laughing and talking like good friends.  It makes me so happy.  In fact, they giggled together all too church last Sunday, and I did not want to say a word to quiet them.  I was just so happy they were getting along.  Jasmine is just pure and good through and through.  Yep, I am blessed with good kids, and our hardships made them better people.
      Until next week.